A Story TellinG Memories

Am i right to choosing this kind of work? I really don't know and really STRESS about it. Last night called my brother in Singapore, he totally don't support me in this Herbalife. And he said ' i don't like you jual body or maruah to get that money and buy products'. If really gagal, would they help u to solve your problem or they just want your money actually? I don't know. I also scare to touch those things actually cause they said i don't have any experience in sales, will gagal at last. Maybe they right. I ask my friends and sibling, they also said a same thing to me. Do this is a hint to show me that don't take serious in this work? Maybe yes maybe no. Confuse.. confuse.. Do this money important to me? Yes. How much important? I don't know. To show off? Maybe yes. Do it right? No. Haiz... What should i do?! Do i have to listen of my own family or my friends? Who should i listen?! Im just like a girl with no direction to go. Just like stupid! I think maybe i should listen to my family. Don't know...who knows... no body will know... I also don't know... rather die if like this.