A Story TellinG Memories

Someone said to me " In my image on you, you r not like this". When i heard about this sentences, i was totally fresh. Am i going up or going down? Did i changed myself to a good point or not? Did i mad of myself or du lan with someone or i want to prove something? I don't know.. I really cannot get a answer on that. INFLUENCES.. is so much making my life are totally changed. Because of past day, i changed my temper and attitude. Because of present day, i have new friends (good and not good). And i "hurt" myself. Its that good or not? Fews of my friends said good cause its make me know more about diffrences people of attitude. Fews of my friend said 'you are getting lost of yourself'. Again, Am i going up or down? Am i hurting myself or not? Am i mad of myself or not? Or mad of someone? I don't know. For what i know, i want to know this world very much (even a little but slowly la..). It makes me understand people's attitude, let me know " no more fairy tale stories anymore". Be mature and dicipline yourself. Lost might be a good sight for us or sebaliknya. DON'T EVEN TRUST PEOPLE EASILY. NO BODY ARE 100%.

ARRGGGG!!!!!!!!!!! So Hate!! Why so many things happen on me today?! My bike get stolen, and i make someone angry. OMG! After i finished shower, i still saw my bike at outside, a moment ago, my housemate shout me and ask where is my bike, i was shock! In a short single moment, my bike is get stolen by a DRUG GUY. Suddentl, i lost my bike. In my mind, i was so afraid and mad. i worry of how im gonna go to school without a bike, and im so angry because i lost my money if i sell the bike. This 2 things let me tension. Haha..so stupid rite! I know i am not played well on wind orchestra tonight because i don't have mood at all. My mind is all on my bike. Later that, Emilee tell me that maybe is right my bike get stolen cause i can reduce my memory about 'him' little by little. I don't know. For what i know, thats moment i was very hate of him because of him, my life get so much bad luck. Why me leh? Why not him leh? After finished, im with a friend went to easy cafe yum cha. On the way we went back home, i suddently saw FRIENDS. I am so relax and happy when naik 'bum bum' with her. Thanks to her for letting me feld so relax. In the same time i wan to say sorry to her, i don't mean to hurt her actually. "Friend"... I am so sorry to you. Please forgive for what i done to you tonight. I am so devil right now. I don't know if im the one who should bad mood or mad actually. I don't know, for what i know, i just want to steady myself and do not think of negative. suan le... To whom has stole my bike, YOU WILL GET FUCK LOST ON YOUR WHOLE LIFE AND YOUR NEXT GENERATION!! TIAN SOU NI!!

On 10/10/09, me, Wang Ying and Liven go to a Festival Electrone at Istana Budaya.
An hour ago, break 20minutes. 3 of us felt bored with that performance (not real). So we decide to go Times Square shopping... The 1st shop we into it, so fast de Wang Ying brought a shoes and a couple of hour ago, she just said that 'now i just remember that i already bought a same shoes just like this one'. Hang!! And then we bought some dress and go eat something at Thailand's restorant. Liven said afterward his parents will come over here. Me and Wang Ying want to escape from his parents but unsucced. We also go shopping with his parents and pick some clothes to his mother. After finished shopping, we go Subang Neway - karaoke. Haih.. so sad cause that place not good to 'fa xie'. We sing Gemilang, Kenangan Terindah, By2, and others. Until....4.00am, we go back to Tanjung Malim. Reach home already 5.ooam, shower and sleep at 5.30am. Walao..so ci xin we are. Thanks for Liven.

On 09/10/09, I go yum cha with malat at 630pm. Later that Jeanny and Wang Ying came out and join us yum cha. But actually Wang Ying is came for dinner de la. Huhu... On the same night, me and Wang Ying got practise Wind Orchestra, but i don't want to go because i don't like that lecturer is so selfish. But then Wang Ying ask me to go with her because no one will play the Bass Drum. (walao...am i so important de meh? ) Then, we play " Scissors, rock, cloth" (jian dao shi tou bu). If Wang Ying win, then i go practise, but if i win, i escape for practise. What a stupid game Last2, i win but i go practise also. (think by urself what happend la..haha..). When i went to practise Wind Orchestra, si Guang Tou ask junior replace me play Bass Drum. Im ok if they say give junior a try to play Bass Drum, but why they just replace like that me is what?! A baby doll can be kick here and kick there?! Then i go sit with Wang Ying and don't care anymore about Bass Drum. Luckily, the junior played so soft and lecturer ask her to play more hard. But cannot, then the other lecturer said actually is Shella played Bass Drum de. Automatic, the lecturer ask me to played the Bass Drum. Wah... that moment i was so damm2 mad. So when i played just like i want to kill that Guang Tou as hard as possible. After finished, the lecturer said 'wahh... your hands can pull out liao". On that moment, i was so happy and puas hati and i said to Guang Tou that i am so GERAm! He automaticly silent. wahahha....GOOD!
After finished practise, i go out with Jeanny, Malat and the geng. We go 'Freezy'- karaoke. Minute by minute, more people came over and i don't know who they are, then makes me so uncomfortable. But nvm la, as long as i can relax. But unfortunedly, they sang a song (i forgot) and the lyrics are so touching. I don't know why my tears came out, under my control, i cried. And everyone was shock and ask me what happened. But i didn't told them that i was review for the past tense. Sing Sang Song...Sing Sang Song... 4.00am and we go back home. On the way we go back, si Malat keep talking and promoted a guy that he is so good this and that. I was so 'fan'. Then i shout and mad him very much. Hahaha....accept la. Don't 'fan' me when im in moody after drunk.

My friend played www.meetoto.com, and she asked me join too. Without any excuse i registered my account. She is so crazy person actually. She said ' next is my turn to sing, so nervous'. When into her turn, i thought she will just sing a song and so on.... I am so SHOCK! She say out my name and say ' this song im gonna dedicate to Shella Chong'. Walao.. But however, I am happy cause this is my 1st time that someone dedicate a song for me. So pity am i?? Hahaha.... Crazy! Her's voice 'broken' leh... But is a good training. Huhuhu...

Tonight is the night where i can be so relax...plus with my friends.... They are so crazy... First i was in bad mood, they found out that im in some thing that makes me stress and tension. But i do not want to tell them cause i know this is my own business, they cannot help anyway. 1st-1st i am so hate of a guy that makes me so sucks and more bad mood. Asking me so many Q that makes me so bored with him. But thanks for 'them' also, they still can makes me being so crazy like them, makes my laugh as loud as possible. N of course i was in a little bit drunk, so.. that makes me more HIGH on that. Just a little bit thing also can laugh like that. So crazy! Other than that, we dancing near by the street. We laugh, dance and sing as loud as possible. I don't know why we could be like this. But anyway, i am happy and relax for that. Thanks friends for accompany me when im in moody.

On 24th i was bank in money to Renee Oii (Lelong.com), she said "will delivered to you by 1-3 business days". So i was so happy and waiting for my dress until... 1th of Oct. What is going on? Its 6days pass already. Why my mailbox did not have a mail from her? I was so worry.. So, I decide to email her and ask what is happen actually. They said they don't have receive any payment from me. What da shit! I replied and attach my resit and email back to her. Lastly, on 10.33pm, she replied me she'd already reveice my payment and will be post by tomorrow. That moment i was so so so happy cause i will have a new pretty dress soon. UNFORTUNELY.... The next morning when i open my email, she said " they found out that the sip of the dress is unfunction, so we would like to refund the money back to you". What da Hell is going on??!!